She says that I do not care about the way I look. I do but I just have a different taste in fashion. I don't exactly like all the things that are in trend. "You stupid girl! Every girl wears this, it's trendy now!".. But I don't like it. It's just not my type.."But then what's your freaking type?!" she screams. With that tone, how am I supposed to answer? Teenage is a period full of changes when you don't know exactly what you are looking for. I don't know what my type is. I like some clothes of this style, and some of these.It's indefinite. I dress differently along with the occasion. So, how am I supposed to define this to her when she's mad at me and I'm afraid to speak? But my silence [while thinking, doubting] means stupidity to her, and she starts getting mad, shouting.
Once I forgot to tell her I needed clothes for some party organized by my school. And we went in the last day to the stores. I refused to wear a 70's black dress [that style, with neck fully covered though]. Maybe it's cute but I could definitely not wear that in really big party where all the girls wear fresh, cute outfits [some of that sort] or summer dresses.
Not that I'm a snob but I would really be ashamed showing up with that particular dress. I'm okay with black dresses just not That one. Who ever wears 70's dresses with arms and neck covered these days in teenagers' parties? "It's back on fashion now, don't be stupid, every decent woman must have a black dress in her closet". I agree with that, but as I said, not that particular one. I hated that one. I told her I didn't like it. She got out of her mind. She said I was looking only at "ugly/whore/peasant clothes".